TRUTH OR LIES? which one is the best?

For all i know truth is always the only reason a relationship could work out, but when you kept it for to long it just brings disaster into it. Playing a game isn't fun anymore when one day someone finds out that you play a game of a lie.

When someone who really loves you and you loves them back ask you to tell them the truth and nothing but the truth, but you end up telling him some only and still keeping some of it to your self it is really bad once you regret it in the end that you didn't just tell them that time.

*Hoping all time could turn back.

*Hoping that you could change the time back.

*Hoping that you did tell them everything that moment.

Once you realize that they were the one, you start blaming your self, and you will keep on asking why didn't you just say it that time?

You want to say it right now but what if they couldn't take what you are going to say to them.

yes, they said that they will accept you for who you are,they will say just tell me the truth..

But, what if later when they are alone and suddenly thinks that what if you are going to do the same thing again?

Realizing everything in the end, but at the 1st kept them for your self.

So many things you wanted to say,but what if they just couldn't take it?

Will they trust you again once you said "i promise this is the truth,no more lies" after you already said that more than 5 times?

Realizing everything in the end is just such a human being things.

People do that

You wanted to be so perfect in front of them, you do everything for them hoping that they will love you more, even tho making them felt sorry for you counts.

You wanted them to forgive and forget, but that just not how it works telling lies to them or even worse to everyone is just not acceptable.

What can we do as a human being when we are in this position?

Tell them or not it is just going to bring fights in the end, but when everything is to late already and one day when they found out it will be brutal, crucial, unimaginable.

Now it is all up to you to decide your path, when the time has come you will know what to do

never regret what you decided to do, because it is you who started it.

You want them forever, you have to take the chances even tho you will end up losing them

but hey, you won't know unless u tried.

Hope they are the kind of person that actually forgive and forget.

If they are like that, then that means they are the one.

But don't blame them also if maybe that they were meant to be your right one but it seems that it is too much for them to take later in the end and have to regret for the rest of their lives.

Decision, decision...

Now that is a though one..

Boredm @ Domain

Fucking hell....

how can a house be like this...Staying in a place called home shouldn't have made me feel bored at all but it does...Everyday is the same...wake up,laptop,eat,laptop,chill=laptop,sleep.is there nothing to do out here...everybody went back home and now cyberjaya is fucking empty.

hmpphh..

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Happy wishes at night for my baby

wishes from all of us here...

surprised from all the people that cares about you...

the people who loved you

the people that close to u,saying Happy Bday

at the night you came home...jug a glass of chivas your mom gave to you for your 21st bday

the glass to a more mature year,succesfull year

and for all your bad childhood times,let it go

change and be a better person...no more laziness

start a fresh year

happy bday baby love

this is my wishes for u

poem lies within my hearth

all people have their romantic side even tho you want to be a serial killer or anything you still have a romantic side deep within.maybe you didn't realise everytime you are thinking about something it is actually you writing a poem that only your heart knows.
happiness circles my life right about now,wouldn't you be happy if someone just say nice things about you?specially admiring you and saying nice things about you?
if some one say something like "your the reason why i live" wouldn't you think that you are special in some ways?poetry is a part of our life we just didn't realise it until we learn what is poem in elementary school.poetry is special and romantic and when u read it the only word you will say is oH....so sweet...
i know the wonders of the world of poetry i enter once and i won,everyone can make poem even a 5 year old kid can do it...and i love singing most of the time and what ever comes out is your feeling or what ever you want to say like poem..even bla..bla..bla..can be one aswell..
ok i'm not making sensce anymore..ok this is for fedya to read..if you are reading this comment...hahhahha

happy and hard times come in one package

there is time in your life you just felt like you want to live your life,but what ever you do there will be something on the way torwards your path.and the only way for you to live your life better is to get pass all the obstacle no mather how hard it is.if like you can't handle it,well just try to imagine what about those poeple that actually have to fight for their life for them to survive who ever can read this must have everything that they could have ask for even tho sometimes we didn't even realise it,we always just think that "why me..,why me" that question always come to everyones mind with out realising there is more to the world that they haven't seen.they just sit at home or going out with their luxurious car or any type of vehicle even it is just a bike or even a motor bike,well atleast we have money to buy all of that.now what we have to realise is that how can we be like any other that don't have anything?what can we do to help them?? and sometimes people just think like why should i help them if no one even give me any help?
well we cannot ask for everything right. but the most common thing is that no one cares for each one and another.they just care about them selves and there will be people in the other part of the world that asking why was i born? we live with one source that is heart who ever we are where ever we are even tho we don't know each other we still have to care..happy and hard time we conquer together.

to be with him is the only thing i want rite now

not seeing someone you love for one month can really makes u cried everyday i just nitoce someone says that one month is only one month bt for me it felt like ages i can't have a long distance relationship but i do trust the person i love no mather what the only thing is i just miss seeing the face and the smile and everything like i only just need to hug him thats it i'm not asking for such a big things just a hug from someone i love thats it
i don't care how is the guy just how big is his love for me thats count i don't care even tho that guy is really scary or big or a killer or anything i just think what is inside thats count well maybe for me it's kinda hard coz i really dont like a short and fat guys (hehhe)kinda pickky i know but what do you expect am still a human no one can change that
but what i got now is just perfect he's not that tall but he's taller than me,hes skinny,and really nice on the inside and the cutest smile i have ever seen and it's kinda amazing to think that he's my boyfriend,first time i saw him i never think to make him my bF first i think he's really weird and he's not my type like he's chinese for GOD sake well am chinese but i don't like dating one and now i got one and he's the greatest thing i could ever ask for i'm really greatfull for it
i really do LOVE him
i can't think of other things then him maybe thats what i called LOVE..i have been into so many relationship but all of it it's like me who fell in love first but this one is totally different it's HIM the one who loves me not me and come to notice it now i'm deeply in love with him
beeing with him is all i want

17Hours drive can actually make ur ass as hard as a steel

Goin 17 hours drive is a new record for me sittin on the bus while waitin that we'll reached to the destination place as fast as i can coz like while i sit 17 hours to there and back again is like being in hell!!
i can't stand it when it's on the road but when wer there man the scenery is damn awesome and like seeing GODs doin all His work to all the people there is like amazing..
i'm there as the camera man so it's not like boring at all i got a lot of nice pict. and everythin and realising something out of the ordinary..
like the spiritual things that GOD made for us to realise and know about it i don't really like put a lot of attention in all of this stuff but when i saw it its like WOW"...you can't believe it all the atmosphere and everything can make me calm and like the people i'm around with even tho i'm like the youngest of all but i come to know even parents can have good time like we do and more...and the funny part is that when ur with people thats already are parents a 2 days trip is like a week they have supplies that can last for a week and they finished it all in just 4 days i'm like so surprised they can eat alot more then i do..specially they love to munch food like they bake something and its fucking nice i want more but im full just by eating two small piece of that delicious cake and a lot more..
it's all fun only the trip to go back and ford its like killing my ass i cant take it until now..i just sit for 1 hour or less my ass feel like so hurt or worse its almost numb and becoming flat again...
oh...shit...i already make it nice and now its flat again..i hate this now i have to excercise harder again..and i'm in my bad condition like sick and all that
but am happy coz 4 more days and i'm back to malaysia...
yippy...
all days worth
hhehe