Monday, December 29, 2008

OK???

what do you think if there's someone you don't have any idea who they are and suddenly just called you and say want to be your lover??
STUPID right???
they already know that you have a partner as in bf or gf but still that person keep saying the same thing..
if it's like they said that they just want to be your friend it's ok but this??it's kinda weird,and that person is willing to go to the end of the world just for you...thats romantic if it's your bf or gf or even friend but like this is some one you don't even know...what the f***
man...i'm kinda creeped out but as ussual because it's me the one that facing that problem so it's like i just say like
"ok..you know that i have a boyfriend and you still say something like that..and i don't even know you.."
and that person reply like
"boyfriend just be boyfriend but what if i could love you more than him...(bla bla bla)"[actually i forgot most of it]hahhaha
and like i said it's not possible
and in the end he said like ok love you get rest ok...bye dear'
and because i'm kinda confuse and all and havent sleep so it's kinda like all messed uo so i just said like OK and hang up the phone...

it creepy....argh,am scared man...it's like suddenly there's some guy calling me and i have no idea who the hell is he...

scared m so much...like i know what it felt know when some one stalking you...

bRRRRRrrrrr.....

Sunday, December 21, 2008

almost christmas??

wow...i didn't realise that it's almost the end of the year again where we'r celebrating christmas and new year and the time u get waisted on new years eve'...hhahahha...
noticing what had happen in 2008 hahha it's the year i couldn't ever not remember about..it's the time when i go to college..meeting new friends and have a lot of obstacle to faced...and in the end at last you'll find who is your real friends are and who really understand you for who you are..
first it's kind a like you don't know who you want to hang out the most first it's just li that you hang out with the people from your own country and then suddenly changed into others life is all just like that changes everytime and still eventhough we didn't hang out much like we use too but still we help each other where they needed us the most...

now i find my true friends hahha...and they all from different places they are the combination of people that i've been hang out with there's some from malaysia,indonesia(even though he don't know hw to speak Indonesia),Pakistan,etc...it's like this is GOD decision for me He put me first with a group of people from the same place that in the end i ended up hang out with people that really is a combination of all this is alll HIS works...LOVE U J'...

i love what i have right now...
*the friends that i have
*the family that trust me while i'm away
*the bestest boyfriend that i could ever wish for (say it like this now but we'll see how this turns up to be)hehhhehehhe
*the school that i got into
*everything
hahhahaha

i love this time of year...hahha

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Trip to KL

r191208 the number i wouldn't forget it's like where i feel like in heaven again sibilitation is around me at last...MALL,i can see something with brand or at least it's the place where everyone talk English..ok even though there's the time when i'm a little bit moody but after that the 20th i feel like i'm in heaven...some people say it's probably normal but for me it's the best time of my life.Do you even know what does it felt like beeing stranded out of no where where all the people in there doesn't know how to speak the language that you'r using???

well you don't,don't u???hahaha it seems like every people in the world have problems like being cheated by some stupid agent and even when we are talking about the authority they just like go ahead and don't give care about it???well thats human what do you expect???
likewise i dunno much about what's roaming inside peoples head but i know one thing for sure i don't like how people do anything for money they start getting their selves into trouble.just wait and see our GOD will give you something in return depend on your record..what ever religion you have you always have GOD to protect you and dugde on your every move,what ever your doing ...

life isn't just about money you know?it's about what you want to become and for what or who???give it back to whom that gave you everything that you have rite now!!!

Friday, December 19, 2008

From 45,8 to 40

there's only one thing to do now,never come down from what i have been so that i wouldn't be able to eat anything at all even though am hungry fuck it this is a strict diet..
since i've came to malaysia i've been gaining weight and it's not only like 1 or 2kg we'r talking 7kg here.first i come in condition of 40kg now im 45.8 i just lost 1,2..hehhehe.But how ever even though am hungry neither thirsty i don't care am on strict diet no nothing i don't care what will happen to me afterwards but for now if i loose weight again I'll be so happy nothing can replace this happiness if i loose it all
hhahahahha...but if like my parents know that am on strict diet like i use to be again aren't they gonna be sad because they were happy when they saw me gaining but that when i was 43kg now am 45,8kg what the f**k???

ah!!!!!
i dunno what to do now my head is spinning is it because i haven't had anything to eat since morning???nah...impossible
i can survive that time by not eating anything for 8 days straight and this is not even one day so it couldn't be...i know am strong so i can handle this
hahhahahah

some people might call it crazy but i call this me,it's me what do you expect???I'm obsessed of being skinny
hehehehehehe

Thursday, December 18, 2008

it's complicated

ok...so i just realise that you can't have everything that u wanted including the thing that you most wanted..The more you wanted it the more you lose it so like whats up with that??
it's kinda complicated knowing that some guys only like to have their own world don't even care about their surroundings even though they know that were there.Guys just like to keep playing with their own games,watching their own movie by them selves.i have no idea why...

Question???
i even don't know why do i have a brain,probably to help me think the answer to all of the question that surrounds me.like for example i need a brain to think what am i doing here?I don't even belong here..but i do belong here(wait!!what am i trying to say here)hahhahha...forget it

So what im trying to say here is...
that i come by a conclution that what am i trying to say here is actually nothin
hahhaha
just bored nothing to do so i write all this bullshit...hahhahha


i don't feel well

you know the kinda feeling that you get when u don't feel well??it's kinda like u feel like vommiting and shit,really bad headache and all..well that's the kinda feeling i felt now..
i dunno what's wrong with people and don't have enough rest makes headache..i always sleep late but never like this,i never have headache afterwards
is there something wrong with me?
or is it just me?
it's probably,might be because i have so many tension in my head(but what???)
see...even i dunno..i think i need a doctor..but seeing other needle than a tattoo needle scares me so what should i do???
so the next think to think probably is medicine.but from what i heard

Don't take Panadol for Headache

i received an informative email from mom today, one which didn't affect me, but rather indirectly, as the missus suffers from severe migraines once in a while. Once faced with a throbbing head, she pops one or two Panadol Extra in to reduce the pain. After countless headaches/migraines, popping the magic pill doesn't work anymore...


The email generally tells the reader to avoid taking panadol, be it paracetamol, Panadol Actifast, etc etc. when you have a headache. This was rather contradicting as the reason as to why Panadol was created is to give some form of relief to the patient. But instead, the email states that Panadol is in fact toxic to the body, not to mention cats too! Even a small dose of Panadol/Paracetamol can kill a full-grown cat!

This is because Panadol is toxic to the body, and it harms the liver. According to the doctor, Panadol will reside in the body for at least 5 years.
As far as I can remember, someone told me that Panadol/Paracetamol in excessive doses can damage your liver.


Than what??

so like...needle scared the shit out of me and panadol is not that effective and for some reason dangerous..than the best thing to do is taking a proffesional advice..
sleep take a rest
Unbelievable! You’d never expect sleeping was so complicated. You’d never expect how much stages you go through before you actually sleep! I found this website off my sister while she was doing her homework about Sleeping (Excuse me for being sneaky! ) and was very interested to discover such extraordinary facts about how I and all humans sleep… make sure you have a read through of this website as well, it has alot of videos to show you about how the body works and many other things! Here it is.

Here are some interesting things they talked about: ‘Sleep is more important than you may think. Maybe you can think of a time when you didn’t get enough sleep. That heavy, groggy feeling is awful and, when you feel that way, you’re not at your best. So if you’re not too tired, let’s talk about sleep.

Why You Need Sleep

The average kid has a busy day. There’s school, taking care of your pets, running around with friends, going to sports practice or other activities, and doing your homework. Phew! It’s tiring just writing it all down. By the end of the day, your body needs a break. Sleep allows your body to rest for the next day. Everything needs to sleep, because your body needs a tiny vacation after heaps of hard work! Not only is sleep necessary for your body, it’s important for your brain, too. Though no one is exactly sure what work the brain does when you’re asleep, some scientists think that the brain sorts through and stores information, replaces chemicals, and solves problems while you snooze.

Most kids between 5 and 12 get about 9.5 hours a night, but experts agree that most need 10 or 11 hours each night. Sleep is an individual thing and some kids need more than others. When your body doesn’t have enough hours to rest, you may feel tired or cranky, or you may be unable to think clearly. You might have a hard time following directions, or you might have an argument with a friend over something really silly. A school assignment that’s normally easy may feel impossible, or you may feel clumsy. One more reason to get enough sleep: If you don’t, you may not grow as well. That’s right, researchers believe too little sleep can affect growth and your immune system - which keeps you from getting sick.

The Stages of Sleep

As you’re drifting off to sleep, it doesn’t seem like much is happening . . . the room is getting fuzzy and your eyelids feel heavier and heavier. But what happens next? A lot!

Your brain swings into action, telling your body how to sleep. As you slowly fall asleep, you begin to enter the five different stages of sleep:

Stage 1

In this stage, your brain gives the signal to your muscles to relax. It also tells your heart to beat a little slower, and your body temperature drops a bit.

Stage 2

After a little while, you enter stage 2, which is a light sleep. You can still be woken up easily during this stage. For example, if your sister pokes you or you hear a car horn outside, you’ll probably wake up.

Stage 3

When you’re in this stage, you’re in a deeper sleep, also called slow-wave sleep. Your brain sends a message to your blood pressure to get lower. Your body isn’t sensitive to the temperature of the air around you, which means that you won’t notice if it’s a little hot or cold in your room. It’s much harder to be awakened when you’re in this stage, but some people may sleepwalk or talk in their sleep at this point.

When+the+dew+children+awake+from+there+afternoon+nap%2C+the+flowers+begin+to+glitter

Stage 4

This is the deepest sleep yet and is also considered slow-wave sleep. It’s very hard to wake up from this stage of sleep, and if you do wake up, you’re sure to be out of it and confused for at least a few minutes. Like they do in stage 3, some people may sleepwalk or talk in their sleep when going from stage 4 to a lighter stage of sleep.

REM

This stands for Rapid Eye Movement. Even though the muscles in the rest of your body are totally relaxed, your eyes move back and forth very quickly beneath your eyelids. The REM stage is when your heart beats faster and your breathing is less regular. This is also the stage when people dream!

While you’re asleep, you repeat stages 2, 3, 4, and REM about every 90 minutes until you wake up in the morning. For most kids, that’s about four or five times a night. Who said sleep was boring?

Dream a Little Dream

You’re walking down the street and you pass a monkey in a green hat eating a donut. Suddenly you’re in school - but why does your teacher have such big teeth? And how come you’re wearing polka-dot pants?

No, this isn’t a scene from a scary movie - it’s a dream!

People dream during REM sleep, the period that follows the deepest stage of sleep. Everybody has dreams, although some people have a tough time remembering them. When you wake up can affect whether you can remember your dreams. If you wake up during REM sleep, you might remember everything about your dream. If you wake up during another stage of sleep, you might not remember a thing.

No one knows for sure why people dream. Some scientists think that dreams are your brain’s way of making sense of what happened during the day. Others think that dreams allow your brain to sort through the events of the day, storing the important stuff and getting rid of the junk. Some scientists say that dreams are a clue to what you’re worried about or thinking about.

  • Try to go to bed at the same time every night; this helps your body get into a routine.
  • Follow a bedtime routine that is calming, such as taking a warm bath or reading.
  • Limit foods and drinks that contain caffeine. These include some sodas and other drinks, like ice tea.
  • Don’t have a TV in your room. Research shows that kids who have one in their rooms sleep less. If you have a TV, turn it off when it’s time to sleep.
  • Don’t watch scary TV shows or movies close to bedtime because these can sometimes make it hard to fall asleep.
  • Don’t exercise just before going to bed. Do exercise earlier in the day - it helps a person sleep better.
  • Use your bed just for sleeping - not doing homework, reading, playing games, or talking on the phone. That way, you’ll train your body to associate your bed with sleep.

If you have a hard time falling asleep for more than one or two nights or have worries that are keeping you from sleeping, tell your mom or dad. They can help you solve your sleep problems. In fact, just talking about it with them could help you relax just enough (yawn) that you’ll be ready to sleep. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

If you like what this website gives you, here is the original website with quizzes and games. Next week I might hopefully write about Being Healthy and if you would like me to, also introduce the subject of Everyday Illness and Injuries, and end it off with Dealing with Feelings (example: 5 ways to make Mum’s Day, Your Pet Dying and How you can feel better).

so i think the best thing to do now is sleep and have a good rest

hahhahahha

gud nite

nick!!!!! am bored


what am i doing now???
well....
waiting for nick to finished his stupid game
o common....
nick!!!!!
am bored
i wanna go out
i finished showering
look i even drees nicely to go
hahaahha

nick!!!!!
what are u doin there???
common...atleast tell me r we goin or not???hahhahahhaha
so...while am waiting am thinkin...how can i finished that stupid www.hotel626.com game??..am in level 6 already and am stuck argh!!!! stupid game!!!
but still it scared the shit out of me while am playing..hahhhaha

lalalalalalalalalalalala.....(whats on my empty minded)

still waiting
it been like half an hour ur there...o come on...stop playing that game!!!
luckyly mama is online
oh...great...when someone here accompany me talking while am bored u come
uh...yei(still not happy)...hahhahahha
ok...nw ur here and what did u do???sittin there and opening ur laptop....uh...atleast talk and says out

i made up my mind
now his here i made up my mind...remind him that we have to go sumwhere..ok..now am publishing this and talk to him right away
hahhahhaha

what a waste of time
hahhahahhaha

Masquerade Ball

when we talk abt masquerade ball we'll imagine mask and when we imagine mask we'll imagine party...
hahhahhah..

Live is all about people and wearing mask,some people even don't know that we have been cheated lots and lots of time by the lies that people made..the people that make lies,they never feel guilty about it...i dunno why..hahhahah..knowing that some people lied to you makes you felt really sad and dissapointed. But the only thing that you can do about it is just let it be, you can't do anything..peole were born like that,they were born to gossip what do you expect..we are not perfect, we are just a humanbeing..thats it..not more that is that.

talk about masQuerade ball and talking serious...ahahhahahha

RANDOM!!!
masquerade ball...i wish i've been to one...
i think it will be so exiting to know people around u wearing mask as if they were a stranger..
wearing ur most beautiful gawn ever seeing guys in mask and tuxedo...and the best part is you don't know who is who...hahhahha
in a masquarade ball your dancing with an annonumous that probably you knew or not.that is the best part,your just dancing and talking..and in the end once they open their mask..hahahha then u can know how they look like.weither they are preety neither handsome or yet ugly.you don't know that until they open it