it's complicated

ok...so i just realise that you can't have everything that u wanted including the thing that you most wanted..The more you wanted it the more you lose it so like whats up with that??
it's kinda complicated knowing that some guys only like to have their own world don't even care about their surroundings even though they know that were there.Guys just like to keep playing with their own games,watching their own movie by them selves.i have no idea why...

Question???
i even don't know why do i have a brain,probably to help me think the answer to all of the question that surrounds me.like for example i need a brain to think what am i doing here?I don't even belong here..but i do belong here(wait!!what am i trying to say here)hahhahha...forget it

So what im trying to say here is...
that i come by a conclution that what am i trying to say here is actually nothin
hahhaha
just bored nothing to do so i write all this bullshit...hahhahha