missing him more and more

even though i haven't met him in 1 week man i'm fuckin missin him so much..i can't stop thinkin about him can't get rid of him out of my mind...
i can only call him everyday and imagine that he's by my side as always i dunno why everytime i talk to him i sometimes cried maybe it's because i miss him and wish that he's here by my side this semester break going to be the longest most sadness holidays ever i can't wait to go back next month and meet him he said that he's going to pick me up but who knows if something happend like he can't pick me up or something..man,i will feel like my world has been crushed to small pieces better yet dust i really want to see his face smiling again torwards me and laugh at everything that i did or just i dunno...
i miss him so much and i can't stand it..i always tried to understand his condition now that he cant call me nor msg me coz i'm far and i miss the fact that he's always kiss my hand and hug me..just by looking at his picture now make me more and more misses him..i wanna be with him always even though that can't happend if he's not working near by where i live but i really wish that he could tho...
nick... i love u