missing u so much

uhm...
it's kinda sad though when u realise that u cant see someone that u love the most for even a month
i don't wanna sound so in control or something like that buts it's so fun just to kinda like see him as much as u could u know...

i wish he can visit me before i went back to indonesia..
hahahhaha i really miss this guy u know..

oh yeah....and like today i have so much fun
partying with ma friends friend like crazy
i love this
hahahhah...i even have something that i havent had for a long time..man this is like heaven
and even there's some problem ith my rent and everything but it's ok u know this is GODS way to show that He loves me
even though today i went to buy my fligh ticket is kinda expensive and like i can bough it 50% of by buyin online so i kinda fell bad u know...
hahhahah
i wish i can think more that time so i can just call ma parents to buy it man i felt so bad spending money like this..well atleast i got something for ma parents i love them so much
hahahha
and im missing ma boyfriend so much